save me

I worked all week looking forward to the weekend, But when it finally arrives, fuck-all happens. I don't wake up until midday. I have no plans, and that’s the worst thing that could happen to me on days like this. I just lie in bed all day; my friends have their own families and jobs, or they live in other cities. I feel so miserable and lonely. I want to run away from this city, but the thoughts in my head—even while I'm still in bed—overpower my mind. I want to scream, I want to cry—to sob like a little bitch. But I just lie there staring at the ceiling, thinking about the lyrics, about what comes next, about what I did wrong in the distant past. About how I could fix it all. I’m missing someone by my side—where are you? Please, show up. Please, save me from this loneliness. Don't leave me here alone. I keep believing that you’re close by and that I’ll find you; you’ll help soothe my pain, and I’ll help you with yours. You’ll be able to show me what love is, and I’ll show you my whole world of boundless love. Baby, please—save me from the loneliness and pain living in my heart. I’m missing someone by my side; where are you? Please, let me find you. Please, save me from loneliness. Don’t leave me here alone. I’ll keep believing. And I’ll keep believing, even though I once swore I’d never believe in love again. I’m tired of wandering blindly through the sordid marketplace of cheap and costly relationships. I just need one simple love—one that lasts forever. Baby, save me.