Scars

It’s 3 am, and I wake up, I see the monster, then give up. I just stare up when I’m in bed, My biggest dream is being dead. I always fight this war alone, Though I am so scared to the bone. But I will bear it on my own… No, I will never be the same, They have changed me completely. Sometimes I forget my name, For them, I am broken so sweetly. My soul shatters, I try to gain it back, But no way, it drowns again in black. Now I cannot even eat, damn it all. Well this is it, I’m only gonna fall. I hid my scared heart deep inside, Being cold and quiet outside. Nothing in my life makes any sense, I fucking hate its very essence. My mind is heavy like a stone, I don’t wanna come back home. But I will bear it on my own… No, I will never be the same, They have changed me completely. Sometimes I forget my name, For them, I am broken so sweetly. My soul shatters, I try to gain it back, But no way, it drowns again in black. Now I cannot even eat, damn it all. Well this is it, I’m only gonna fall. The end is my only hope and desire, So I’ll take the rope and set it all on fire. The end is my only hope and desire, So I’ll take the rope and set it all on fire. No, I will never be the same, They have changed me completely. Sometimes I forget my name, For them, I am broken so sweetly. My soul shatters, I try to gain it back, But no way, it drowns again in black. Now I cannot even eat, damn it all. Well this is it, I’m only gonna fall. No, I will never be the same, They have changed me completely. Sometimes I forget my name, For them, I am broken so sweetly. My soul shatters, I try to gain it back, But no way, it drowns again in black. Now I cannot even eat, damn it all. Well this is it, I’m only gonna fall.